「泣いたっていいんだよ」 君が不意にそう言ってくれたから なんだか嬉しくて 涙じゃなく 笑顔がこぼれた 不器用すぎる言葉で 君を傷つけてしまった それでも 離れたりしないで 今もこうして 支えになってくれてるんだ きっと… 叶えたい願い 叶えたい夢 届けたい 想い すべて 信じ続ける事が 奇跡を呼んで 未来に繋がってゆくよ ずっと ねぇずっと 見守っていて欲しい Dear My Friends 「君なら大丈夫だよ」 別れ際にそう言ってくれたから 感じてた孤独が その一言で 綺麗になくなった 新しい扉を開く それは誰でも怖くて不安だらけだけど 背中を押してくれた 君を思い出せば力が溢れてくれるからね 素直な気持ち ゆずれないもの 正直な 言葉 すべて 声にして伝えることが出来たなら 未来は広がってゆくよ いつも そういつも 心に君が居るから Dear My Friends 立ち止まっても 忘れそうになっても 何度も何度でも 前を向いてゆくと誓うよ 見上げた空 光が差し込んでいる 君に また会える日まで 素直な気持ち ゆずれないもの 正直な 言葉 すべて 声にして伝えることが出来たなら 未来は広がってゆくよ 願い 叶えたい夢 届けたい 想い すべて 信じ続ける事が 奇跡を呼んで 未来に繋がってゆくよ ずっと ずっと 見守っていて欲しい Dear My Friends

Life

Taking things for granted seems to be something that we’ve picked up somewhere along the dull & yet meaningful journey called life. Being flesh and blood myself,I too succumb to that mindset;but recent events had affected me greatly. Seeing mourners,grieving because the lost of a loved one strikes remorse and sorrow into my souls.
It made me realize that we should be grateful for everything that we have,for everything that we are;just think about it,how many times have we stop to appreciate the little things in life?Granted that life’s not a bed of roses but nevertheless it is very much worth living,experiencing and treasuring.
As difficult as it may seem please do cherish … See Moreyour friends and loved ones while you still can. Remember death spares no one,they might be here today but are you 100% positive that they’ll still be here tomorrow?
There’s no use crying over spilled milk..All one can do is to cherish every moment of one’s life no matter how long or short it may be.. All i’m saying is that life is transient,make the best of it

Because you exists (kimi ga iru kara)

Because You Exist
Vocals: Sugawara Sayuri
Lyrics: Nakajima Yukino & Sugawara Sayuri
Composition: Hamauzu Masashi
Arrangement: Sin

“It’s okay if you cry,” because you suddenly told me so
For some reason, I felt happy and a smile spilled instead of tears

With way-too-awkward words, I ended up hurting you
However, you didn’t leave me
And even now, you’re supporting me like this, surely…

A wish I want to fulfill, a dream I want to fulfill, thoughts I want to send, everything-
The act of continuing to believe summons a miracle and it’s connected to the future
Forever, hey, I want you to watch over me forever
Dear My Friends

“You’ll be fine,” because you told me so when we were about to part
The loneliness that I felt, with that single remark, vanished neatly

To open a new door- Anyone would be scared and full of anxiety about it
But because if I recall you, who pushed my back
Strength comes and overflows in me

Honest feelings, inexorable things, frank words, everything-
If I could convey them audibly, then the future would unfold
Always, yeah, because you exist in my heart always
Dear My Friends

Even if stand still, even if I seem to forget
I vow to face forward time and time again, for no matter how many times
Light shines in from the sky that I looked up at
Until the day when I can meet you again

Honest feelings, inexorable things, frank words, everything-
If I could convey them audibly, then the future would unfold

A wish, a dream I want to fulfill, thoughts I want to send, everything-
The act of continuing to believe summons a miracle and it’s connected to the future
Forever, hey, I want you to watch over me forever
Dear My Friends
Kimi ga Iru Kara
Vocals: Sugawara Sayuri

“Naitatte iin da yo” kimi ga fui ni sou itte kureta kara
Nandaka ureshikute   namida ja naku   egao ga koboreta

Bukiyou-sugiru kotoba de   kimi o kizutsukete shimatta
Sore de mo   hanaretari shinaide
Ima mo koushite   sasae ni natte kureterun da   kitto…

Kanaetai negai   kanaetai yume   todoketai omoi   subete
Shinjitsuzukeru koto ga kiseki o yonde   mirai ni tsunagatte yuku yo
Zutto   nee   zutto   mimamotte ite hoshii
Dear My Friends

“Kimi nara daijoubu da yo” wakare sai ni sou itte kureta kara
Kanjiteta kodoku ga   sono hitokoto de   kirei ni nakunatta

Atarashii tobira o hiraku   sore wa dare de mo kowakute fuan-darake da kedo
Senaka o oshite kureta   kimi o omoidaseba
Chikara ga afurete kureru kara ne

Sunao na kimochi   yuzurenai mono   shoujiki na kotoba   subete
Koe ni shite tsutaeru koto ga dekita nara   mirai wa hirogatte yuku yo
Itsumo   sou   itsumo   kokoro ni kimi ga iru kara
Dear My Friends

Tachidomatte mo   wasuresou ni natte mo
Nando mo nando de mo   mae o muite yuku to chikau yo
Miageta sora   hikari ga sashikonde iru
Kimi ni mata aeru hi made

Sunao na kimochi   yuzurenai mono   shoujiki na kotoba   subete
Koe ni shite tsutaeru koto ga dekita nara   mirai wa hirogatte yuku yo

Negai   kanaetai yume   todoketai omoi   subete
Shinjitsuzukeru koto ga kiseki o yonde   mirai ni tsunagatte yuku yo
Zutto   nee   zutto   mimamotte ite hoshii
Dear My Friends

Random

Have any soul wondered or strayed to the path of oblivion? Have anyone ever managed to escape the clutches of death or have anyone ever been to the dark path and yet seek redemption for their sin? Look deep within yourself I’m sure you’ll eventually discover that the answer is yes…. How many times have you thought embracing darkness, how many times have you thought of committing murder or suicide? Let me answer that for you.. All the time

Is there an explanation for such behaviors? What is the cause of this phenomenon? The answer is quite simple.. Fear, despair, desperation and Godlessness. Homo sapiens tend to react this way when they are afraid, provoked or depressed. It’s very absurd wouldn’t you agree? They mask themselves with a mask of lie, a mask of deception that is so fragile that it will shatter upon encountering doubt… The masking of oneself is perhaps the causes of every bloody struggle that the human race has ever encountered.. confused? Don’t worry I will remove the seed of uncertainty from your mind.. To humans any form of provocations, threats will not be tolerated, in a sense they are weak but yet they want others to think they’re strong, perfect. The only verdict to them is vengeance.. Then again who am I to judge?

With the rising of the moon, darkness began to engulf the land. Villagers in a small secluded village quickened their pace in hope of reaching shelters before the brief twilight is over taken by sheer cold darkness. Everyone was in hurry except for a boy who was still playing outside the house. Upon seeing this, his mother immediately rushed out and tried to get her love child into the safety of their home.

“why should I mother, why can’t I play outside after nightfall?” the boy asked innocently. Simple yet stern the mother told him that the night is dangerous.

Darkness have completely swallowed the land, the only light that illuminated the vicinity was of the warm brazier that was burning within the house and that from the blood stained moon.

Suddenly the night went dead, silence engulf the area, not even insects dare make a sound. A pair of eerie ruby red eyes materialized behind the shade of a tree, where the darkness is dense.

The last word the boy heard from his loving mother was run….The boy looked at his mother, confused but his confusions were dispelled when he saw his mother’s body collapsing on him. Blood gushed out of the previously non existing deep slash across the mother’s back. The brave mother sacrificed her own body as a shield to protect her child from getting killed.

Under the faint moonlight the boy could not make out the face of his mother’s murderer. All he saw, he remembered was a grin behind a pair of sharp claws.

For days he cried and soon his ran dry. The villagers resent him, they blame and accused him for his mother’s death. No one knows who or where his father is. To the villagers he was a monstrosity an outcast ever since he was born. They detest him not because he’s bad but because he is different.

A grave was dug for her mother beside their house but the house is no longer a haven for him for he was exiled by the village’s high council on the very same day. Depressed and sad, the boy packed some food and started his lonely sentence. With no real destination in his mind, the boy walked towards the northern jungle where it had been rumored to be demon infested. He has no idea why he’s going there except that the forest was calling to him.

After one long day of walking he finally reached the border of the northern jungle. Pressing through the thick overgrown bushes, he made his way into the jungle. The jungle was packed with enormous trees with thick canopy that prevents any light from penetrating the jungle floor. For hours he continued to penetrate deeper into the heart of the jungle.

Soon he grew tired and hungry so he sat under a majestic tress and started munching on the provision he had prepared earlier. Little by little his eye lids grew heavier, in no time at all he dozed off.

~Prologue~

                
           Slowly I opened my eyes… my vision was blur and aww.. my head it hurts. As my vision cleared, my sight was greeted by the beautiful moon lit sky..I was completely mesmerized by its tranquility and beauty that for a moment, physical pain left me , but all too soon I felt reality’s grip on me once again.
 
The sound of waves lapping against the shore made me noticed the unfamiliar environment and place that I was in..

A series of question instantly flooded my mind. Who am I, why am I here and what happened? Did I had an accident and where am I?

A sudden gust of ocean breeze raced by and caused me to shiver.. It was then I noticed the cold metal amulet that dangled from my wrist.. The bluish gem located in the middle of the amulet seemed to glow in a steady rhythm as though it was alive.. Out of sheer curiosity I found myself examining the odd amulet, under the faint moon light I could make out elaborate marking that was engraved in a circular pattern around the unearthly piece of metal.

All of a sudden an immense feeling of pain overwhelmed me, my vision swirled as it reduced itself to a blank inky void and I lost consciousness..

Random

Sweat trickled down my back and I could feel my heart pounding. I stifled within me a primal fear that threatened to engulf me. I was surrounded by sheer inky blackness and entrapped under stony rubbles that could collapse anytime, I had had nothing to eat nor drink for hours… I closed my eyes and began to pray. It had been a balmy morning. I still remember the sparkling jewels of the morning dew that clung to the leaves of the plants that surround my modest but comfortable house vividly in my mind. The morning air was fresh and untainted. The children had gone to school and my husband, was still at sea, he is an angler. He was not due to return until late afternoon. After my trip to the village market, I sat down on my little rocking chair that is located near the window eagerly awaiting the arrival of my friends. We were just about to help ourselves to some tea and cakes when suddenly, I started. Had I just felt a tremor reverberated through the house each one stronger than the last. Pots and pans began to clatter, and debris began to rain down upon us. I was terrified but I knew I had to get my Amelia, Cecelia and Camellia out of the house pronto, but the whole of my body was immobilized, frozen. The house soon began to creak, it’s joints moaning. Out of sheer terror I managed to force myself to move. I managed to evacuate my friends but I knew it was too late for me to escape… Hastily I scanned around the room in hope of finding a shelter. “Think Shu think”I told myself. my instinct took over and I made a run for the kitchen table, huddling myself underneath it. Unknowingly,I have saved myself in the nick of time. A second later with a mighty groan, the entire house collapsed. I shrieked, but in vain.My screams were muffled by the rubbles that came crashing down upon me. Miraculously, I was not injured.The only thing that kept me from being turned into a mesh of red stain was the sturdy kitchen table. I was now trapped in darkness.Rubbles was barely an inch away from my nose.I was practically suffocating.The air around me was infused with dust and was stuffy. Despite that, I took a deep breath to calm my nerves. “relax Shu, you’ll face this with fortitude and you’ll prevail. I’m sure your friends will notice your disappearance and come look for you.” I assured myself. Nevertheless, as the hours ticked by ,my hope dissipated. In my despair, I began to think of my family. How’s Chad?how were my children?were they safe or.. please God please don’t… were they dead? Abruptly, I heard a voice. ”Shu..are you there Shu?” My heart soared, as I cried out for joy. “Help!” I yelled and seconds later, I saw a silver of light and Camellia’s hazel eyes peered in. ”Shu are you alright?”Camellia asked. “Yes!” I answered without hesitation. “don’t worry,I’m gonna get you out ,hang on there” Camellia reassured me. True to his words, Camellia and a rescue team managed to clear away the rubbles ,and it only took a few moments before I was hauled out. My body was bruised at some point but otherwise I am fine. Majority of my so called friends did not ever bother to search for me, if it was not for Camellia I think I would have died of suffocation, I was taught a valuable lesson that day and I finally I know the true values of a friend.

~Reality~

Went for a stroll along the beach today..As i walked along the soft,moistured and fine sand,i noticed that a trail of footprints that i felt behind.That got me thinking,how many footprints have I made in life? how many mistakes?how many foes?

Suddenly an ocean wave,disturbed my train of thought.As the wave swept by i notice that the foot prints I’ve made earlier has vanished..I guess what i’ve learnt back there when the wave swept by is never to dwell in the past,no matter what happend you need to keep moving forward..

God has a plan for all of us and our sins will be forgiven if we truly repent..